i might change my mind but im sorry.

21st February 2009

dear friends,

I'm terribly sorry for not be able to join all of you for our trip to Sabah.i have no significant reason for not joining.financial problem is not the issue..i would like to mention family problem.. but to be honest, obviously that is not the reason..I think and i think any reason day n nite.. i would like to have at least a reason.. any best suitable reason but still, i cant figure out any..to tell lie, I'm not into it...so i'll be honest..I'm sorry again my lovely friends.i cant join our trip w/o any significant reason..gosh!! i noe we keep talking and planning bout it for months/years...i never meant to be the spoiler...i did try to force myself to say " yes, I'll come"and be there with all of u and enjoy our trip there with joy n hectic.. haha..but, i can't.

forgive me.

p/s : i might change my mind.